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I Am The Ocean

Summary

A bullied, depressed, and antisocial girl thinks she met her perfect match when she meets Oliver Sykes at a party.
*/Smut Warning\*

Characters

Alex Gaskarth

Alex Gaskarth

Singer and rhythm guitar for All Time Low. Has known Amber since the fifth grade. Will renew their friendship at some point.

Amber Rose

Amber Rose

21-year-old who works at Hot Topic. Likes to keep mostly to herself and listen to music. Best friends with Rain. Is suicidal and depressed. Gets through her problems with Rain.

Austin Carlile

Austin Carlile

25-years-old, screamer for Of Mice and Men. Loves to party and hangs out with Oliver all the time. Has had heart surgery in the past, cannot have too much stress.

Brittany Cole

Brittany Cole

22-years-old, loves to bully Amber. Best friends with Jasmine, basically inseparable.

Cassidy Bloom

Cassidy Bloom

23-years-old, is Oliver's ex-fiancee. Used to be a model for Drop Dead clothing until her and Oliver split; now is a model for PlayBoy as a main job, and a pornstar on the side.

Jack Barakat

Jack Barakat

25 years old, plays guitar for All Time Low. Has known Alex Gaskarth since middle school, and loves to make people laugh.

Jasmine Kree

Jasmine Kree

22-years-old, loves to bully Amber. Best friends with Brittany, basically inseparable.

Jordan Fish

Jordan Fish

25 years old, plays keyboard for Bring Me The Horizon. The only one of the band whose in a relationship. Doesn't like to drink at all, normally the DD.

Lee Malia

Lee Malia

25 years old, guitarist for Bring Me The Horizon. Likes to keep quiet and observe his surroundings, but does like to drink.

Matt Kean

Matt Kean

Bassist for Bring Me The Horizon. 23 and loves to party just as much as the next guy.

Matt Nicholls

Matt Nicholls

25 years old, drummer for Bring Me The Horizon. Loves to be loud no matter where he's at, but doesn't drink much.

Oliver Sykes

Oliver Sykes

Screamer/singer for Bring Me The Horizon. 25 years old, and loves to drink. Has his own clothing line; Drop Dead.

Rain Abernathy

Rain Abernathy

22-year-old who loves to party. Has known Amber since the first grade, and have been best friends since. Always sticks up for Amber when she's being bullied, and helps her through her problems.

Chapters

  1. I Am The Ocean

    *Amber's POV*

  2. I Am The Sea

    *Ambers POV*

  3. There is a World Inside of Me

    *Amber's POV*

  4. All the Best People are Crazy

    *Amber's POV*

  5. It's Gonna be My Weekend

    *Oliver's POV*

  6. Now I Just Sit in Silence

    *Oliver's POV*

  7. Help Me Polarize

    *Amber's POV*

  8. Little By Little, We Fall in Love

    *Amber's and Oliver's POV*

  9. On the Edge of the World

    *Amber's and Oliver's POV*

  10. Should I Sink or Swim?

    *Amber's POV*

  11. Sundays are my Suicide Days

    *Amber's POV*

  12. Once You Have Me, You'll Always Come Back

    *Ambers POV*

  13. I Don't Want to be Your Boyfriend

    *Oliver's POV*

  14. We Can't Die, We're Dead Inside

    *Ambers POV*

  15. No Death Can't Touch the Crooked Young

    *Oliver's POV*

  16. We Just Wanna Party

    *Ambers POV*

  17. But Now We're Stressed Out

    *Amber's and Oliver's POV* /SMUT WARNING\

  18. Life Update

  19. Give Me Therapy, I'm a Walking Travesty

    *Amber's POV*

  20. Wishing on a Star That's Just a Satellite

    *Ambers POV*

  21. Go to Hell, For Heaven's Sake

    *Oliver's POV*

  22. Don't Let Me Drown

    *Oliver's POV*

  23. Manage Me, I'm a Mess

    *Amber's POV*

  24. I Never Wanted it to be This Way

    *Amber's POV*

  25. You Stupid Fucking Bitch

    *Oliver's POV*

  26. Just Know I Told You So

    *Amber's POV*

  27. You Say You Swear to God, Now Swear to Me

    *Amber's POV*

  28. You Can Have my Heart

    *Ambers POV*

  29. Can We Fly, Can We Fly Away?

    *Rain and Amber's POV*

  30. Hell is so Close to Heaven

    *Amber's POV*

  31. I Think We're Doomed

    *Amber's POV*

  32. Time Bomb

    *Rain's POV*

  33. Baby, I'll be Down for You

    *Amber's POV*

  34. Have a Smoke, Pour a Drink, Steal a Kiss in the Dark

    *Amber's POV*

  35. Don't You Ever (Remember) About Me

    *Rain's POV*

  36. Can You Feel My Heart?

    *Rain's POV*

  37. There's No Hope for Us

    *Amber's POV*

  38. I've Seen the Streets You're Walking Down

    *Amber's POV*

  39. Tonight We Are Victorious

    *Amber's POV*

  40. I'm a Little Dysfunctional

    *Amber's and Rain's POV*

  41. Don't Tell Me That I'm Ordinary

    *Amber's POV*

  42. Death of a Bachelor

    *Amber's POV*

  43. Get Drunk and Fall in Tennessee Love (Part 1)

    *Amber's POV*

  44. Get Drunk and Fall in Tennessee Love (Part 2)

    *Amber's POV*

  45. I Try, But the Taste of Blood Remains

    *Amber's POV*

  46. Ready, Set, Go

    *Rain's POV*

  47. Don't Make Me Feel Low

    *Amber's POV*

  48. Walking in a Spider Web

    *Amber's POV*

  49. Fridays Are Always the Start of the Time of My Life

    *Ambers POV*

  50. This is Gospel

    *Amber's POV*

  51. You'll Never Take Me, You'll Never Win

    *Amber's POV*

  52. Feeling Like You're Knocked Down Round for Round

    *Rain's POV*

  53. When Will the Fantasy End?

    *Amber's POV*

  54. Don't You Ever Doubt Me

    *Amber's POV*

  55. I am Not as Fine as I Seem

    *Amber's POV*

  56. The Sharpest Lives are the Hardest to Live

    *Amber's POV*

  57. Every Second's Soaked in Sadness

    *Amber's POV*

  58. It's (Always) Too Late

    *Rain's POV*

  59. Break Me Down, Break Me All the Way Down

    *Rain's POV*

  60. You're Dancing with a Wolf

    *Austin's and Oliver's POV*

  61. Lost in the Stereo Sound

    *Oliver's POV*

  62. I'm Not Okay

    Amber's POV

Comments

God you scared the shit out of me I thought you were gonna end it like that xD Amazing story as always and start strong :)

@SparklyRainbows
You're welcome! I'll always stick arroud with stories like that, I literally stay awaken all night to read it last time so much it's ggod ha ha and sorry I haven't seen your comment earlier, hope we'll get more soon!

@BringMeThatHorizon
You have no idea how much this means to me!! Thank you!! I appreciate you for sticking with me!! Stay beautiful!!

SparklyRainbows SparklyRainbows
5/25/16

So, I discovered this a few month ago now but some shit happened to me and I just got back into it, and let me tell you this is awesome! I'm only at chapter 20 and I've already cried, laughed and eventually went mad reading it, but in a good way. This is genius! Keep writing it! :D

@olobersykoswife
Thank you! It's almost done, and I hope you like the ending!!

SparklyRainbows SparklyRainbows
5/15/16